Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Troubled Troubled Troubled.... The e-ecommerce technology module i took is a disaster... I was supposed to create a website n then link it to a SQL server n etc.... All these are totally difficult to me as my based to these are ain't good... and i competing against computing students... Now i'm thinking of dropping it and get a W grade...
But... frds n teachers told me not to drop it... just carry on taking it... the worst is to get a poor grade... that's all... but i really feel like dropping it... I wana concentrate on my theses and sport activities that i'm involved in now... feels like a crappy reason thou... I feel i won't get a chance to do the stuff in university once i graduated from here... that's the reason why i wana join committee n do whatever stuff i didn't do for the past 3 years... I feel like doing the STUFF i want to do....
Will a W grade affect me in future? Will the employers take into account of this W grade? I really ponders now... This is a gamble i need to take... My mind is made up... just drop it and get the W grade!!!
my heart turned cold on Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
OMG... activities keep on coming to me since i came back from Sydney... I'm so so afraid now... My theses n the projects that is straight coming to me... how? keep on dragging... come on gary...
last week... i went to sport bash... then there was splashdown... then another outing wif roy cum mj session at night... i'm so sick now... having fever, flu n cough... this week... there will be my frd bday n then the still water lifesaving competition... n the following week to hantu... my weekends are all burnt out... really sickening in some sense...
I'm totally estatic that i won the Most Valuable Player (MVP) award in NUS... really felt appreciated by the people who voted for me... Thanks so much... I will promise to carry on contributing to ULC in future...
A headache in my brain now... i feel like running the NUS sport comm this season.. however... there is also the theses which i need to complete... how? Actually... i might not even be selected because of my army stuff... problems problems n problems... That's life i guess... Just hope everything will be resolved soon...
Sports Bash
Monday, August 15, 2005
What a difference a year make... Last week was my birthday... It was totally a different feel of what i had a year ago...
Last year... I was so piss off when one of my close frd didn't wish me a bday msg... This year... it happen again... but i didn't feel piss... why?!? This year i totally had no feel for my birthday... I didn't even make a wish for myself... I just feel is another day... Think i'm getting old... Pointless to celebrate... hee... However... I guess i celebrated with my close frds on both fri n sat... Thanks guys and gals...
Sch begins... but i just can't start the engine... I just want to play, play and play... So many projs n tuts starting soon... but the mood isn't there... n the theses thingy... totally no mood... too many distractions in Singapore... hee...
my heart turned cold on Monday, August 15, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
At last... the pressure is OFF... I did IT... I won the life saving kayaking competition for 2 consecutive years...
Last year... i thought it was a total fluke that i won... but this year... somehow i manage to retain my title... it might be due to luck that i won... but at least my self belief and 3 weeks of intensive kayaking training that made me fit once again... had to thank Mr. Sim n ULC people for them...
However, it always been a case of winning one n losing one... I didn't get the tauplin event medals again... it was totally my fault this year... I can't believe i capsized... n i cause the whole team to lose... it felt totally terrible!!! Why??? I just hate it.... Over-confidence... might be too... I'm sorry guys... it's an experience... I hope I won't make this mistake again...
Start of a new semester... it's really time to head for books... I really need to study!!! pull up my CAP score n do a good theses for myself... I must show everyone i can do it... For now... is just REST REST REST... a long tiring day...
Posing with my Medal
Kayaking
Sports Bash
